im like sleeping in the living room today... im sitting on the floor shivering like fuck.. like shiv ering 5000 times a minute.
im like damn emotional rite now IM ALWAYS EMOTIONAL WHEN IM SICK.
its like. i really need somebody. ):
was supose to go ,make my concession today but i didnt cus it was too late and mich didnt bring her ic. i was stoning the whole day. im like such a good friend lah! I WAITED FOR JESTER TILL 10 . LIKE I WASTED TIME AT ORCHARD TILL 10 AND WENT HOME WITH HER. and i was freeeezing at starbucks.):
today i was wearing my indian print shirt. and when i came back. my mum scolded me. she was like:
WHY SO LATE!
in my head: i was waiting for jester what!mum:WHY ARE YOU WEARING THIS SHIRT AGAIN. NAT: WHY CANNOT!mum: ITS SATANIC. I DONT WANT YOU TO WEAR IT AGAIN. OUR FAMILY CANT BE BLESSED . YOU BRING EVIL THINGS TO THE HOUSE. ..NAT: YOU'RE LIKE RACISTmum: NO. IM NOT RACIST ITS AN INDIAN GOD!. NAT: NO ITS AN ELEPHANT HEAD ON A MAN.urgh i cant stand her. whats wrong man. AND REMEMBER I WAS FUCKING SICK. like im going to faint anytime kindof sick.i really need someone now...i really like it when i have someone tending to me. touching my head, asking if im okay.... ask if i want more water. (nat gets emotional)HELL. no one. ): i just need someone badlyyyyyy..........I STOOD LIKE UNDER THE COLD WATER . I WANT TO BE WELL AND READY FOR SCHOOL LAH. on friday. I STOOD AND SHIVERED AND CURSED. AND ALMOST CRIED CUS I WAS SHIVERING LIKE HELL. i ran to the room and grabbed clothes and ran out and changed. HAHA. ITS QUITE FUNNY ACTUALLY haha. GOSH. ive never been sick for a yr alr. ): WHY SO SUDDEN. !@#@#$@$!@#!#!@#~!@!@#!@#!@#!@#!@~!@~!@~!#$*#*$@&~!*!@&****!*~!@~**!*!\OGAY i want to sleep.):goodnite.