i wish i can just dissapear from the face of earth.. my hearts in peices. you have crushed me. reduced me to nothing . changed me to something i dont wanna become.
once... il get hurt.
but twice.. its the final blow. il just shatter.
what are friends?.what is love?. thats just crap . something i cant believe in anymore... this is earth... theres no such thing. everybody yearns for they're own happiness. ... i yearn for mine... but why do i not get it. i dont know myself. WHY AM I SO DUMB. why cant i just forget everything and move on. why cant i?. this has never happened to me.....
humans are such cruel beings.they hurt you. they leave a scar in your heart...
please take away this hurt... please take away this pain. stop hurting me.
seriously. if my friend likes the person i like... i would give up the person for my friend. thats what a true friend is. ):
sometimes i wonder why im so nice to people. people take advantage of it. sometimes i wonder why do i fall hopelessly in love. i wonder if love is even true.
its painful... it really is.
what can i do?.
thank god ridtz. you're my best friend. but YOU. you made me cry again. i just cant stop these tears of pain. . everytime when i think of it. its like. somebody is stabbing a dagger into my heart. a gizillion daggers... and i suffocate inside. i drown in this misery. i cant breathe. my tears blind me. ... i reeaaaly wished this pain could go away. fast.
i blame myself. i really do. i guess love is all a little game. and im the loser. im the one that dies in the game. its fate perhaps.....what am i?. nothing. nobody knows. nobody cares. this is life.
im all but a dumb little boy...
im all but just a peice of junk
nothing at all.
my mum agrees.
but im human too. ...
and it hurts. o so much. ):