how it all started:
ive got pink and black hair ..
my mums pissed....
she says i look like some ah beng...
my dad says. you think you very clever isit.
he says if he takes charge.......
something wil happen to me.
ive got no poket money now....
my mum screamed at my dad...
my dads in the living room..
i ran out of the house crying....
my mum calls ..
i told her i want to be alone ...
she says no. she wants me to be back..
and she criedd. saying if this is what i want. FINE.
she hangs up.
i cry more...
I RUINED THE FAMILY
its my fault..
IM AT FAULT.
im the devils child..
i did ask why i have to dye back.
they have no answer.
all they answered was.
BECAUSE I DONT ALLOW.
like that is a reason?.
i feel shitty...
do i have the right to feel shitty?...
they care TOO MUCH.
im an adult.
they treat me like im still 16...
how i wished i had pks parents. lulus parents. delles parents.
how i wished.
somebody could actually understand ..
i need to work hard.
move out by 21.