okay. just went to temasek poly. and i really really really really want to get into apparel d and m. I REALLY WANT TO. i have not been doing what i really wanted my whole life. and this. this i really want. and i really need it. im going to call them tmr for my interview.
AND I REALLY HOPE THIS COLOURBLINDNESS OF MINE WILL NOT AFFECT IT CUS IF IT DID. I DUNNO. I THINK IL HATE MY FAMILY FOR THE REST OF MY SHORT LIFE.
and god. im praying to you. i know i have been a bad bad child. but please. grant me this prayer. all my life. ive been doing what my parents wanted me to do. and getting into this course is what i really really really fucking want. i should stop swearing damns.
im really afraid. im not sure if im talented enough. i always think im not. not like van, not ike hussein. not like aliff. i mean. they sure do mean drawings. and they have nice colours. and i dun.i dun colour my stuff cus i find it a hindrance and also. im not really good with colours. my drawings are stiff and messy. i dunno. i need confidence i guess.
well. wish me good luck. ((: