Sunday, January 22, 2006
damn.... i already tried .... i begged... i did everything. it was just. he is all the way in malaysia and i cant get to him... and it was too late. he popped all this sleeping pills into his mouth.
and i just cant stop crying....i really really hope he is alrite. hope god will intervene... he is a really nice guy., really good guy. cept he has a tragic story which i dont think i should be putting here.
he said his goodbyes to me. i met him in december. i really tried. now its all up to you god. pleasee... god. just friggin wake him from his slumber. and make his life a better one.
and i say you look pretty8:48 AM!